Help with T1 daughter
I have a daughter who is 18, she has had diabetes for 8 years. She is doing hardly anything to take care of herself. She might test a few times a month! She hardly takes her insulin, and refuses to use her CGM. She has made friends with someone who drinks, even though neither one of them is old enough!! I don’t know what to do. If I try to talk to her, and she just gets defensive and leaves the room. So I walk on eggshells when I need to talk to her. I’m so afraid of what’s going to happen to her. Her doctors said I can’t do anything, either she’ll figure it out or she will crash. I don’t know if anyone has any advice for me, even though I hope you do. I’m just glad to get this off my chest. Thank you for listening!!
I feel for you, and pray that Cassie may wake up and return once again for caring for herself as a person. Sooner than later will be the better choice for her; take that from me who at 18 refused to admit that diabetes needed MY attention and now many, many years later I’m paying the price. I stopped seeing any doctors and in those days that was the only way to get a blood sugar check. I may be one of the “lucky” ones because at 25 I met a good, understanding, caring woman who told me that the only way we would get married was when I began taking proper care of myself under the guidance of best available doctor. We’re still married, 50+ years later.
An 18 year old “knows’ that she is invincible and also knows she can do whatever makes her feel good – her doctors might be right n saying that she needs to crash first so she has her eyes forced open. My advice for you? Be caring, concerned and loving while trying [yes difficult] not to be pushy or appearing that you are trying to run HER LIFE for her. Step back a little bit while being there for her so she knows you will be at her side when she decides to wake up and do what she knows in her heart is necessary for her, by herself.
I recently read what might be a helpful article for you – I’ll try to find it and send to you. In the meantime, if you need a shoulder …
Many people are here who have been in your shoes.
Hi Dennis, thank you for your reply. I guess I knew this would be what I would be hearing. It is just so hard to sit back and watch. Thank you
I know this won’t be especially helpful, but it is totally normal for her to be acting this way.
I’m 37 now and was diagnosed at 7, so not quite 30 years T1D.
When I went to college, I was convinced I could just “live like everyone else” and not really worry about my diabetes. I was on a pump, and I still filled it and took boluses and such, but I almost never did a blood test, and I certainly never said “oh wait, I should eat first” or anything similar.
My “crash” happened when I dropped so low on a weekend my roommates called my parents for help. I was so embarrassed by it I vowed not to ever have that happen again.
I honestly believe the message just can’t come from you. Nothing you say to her will get through because you have been the one helping her from the start. She’s “rebelling” just like we all have done in life. Everyone has a rebellious phase. Unfortunately, the way T1Ds tend to rebel is by pretending nothing is wrong.
So, you reach her the same way all rebellious phase people are reached: send a messenger. Maybe you are close with one of her friend’s parents and can plant the idea there? Her friends are the first ones who can reach her. Maybe a teacher or a coworker she respects? Someone whose opinion will matter. Not a doctor or a parent though. She’s probably rebelling against all of that, too.
Oh, and one small silver lining for you. Even though drinking at this age is self-destructive, it is probably also helping to keep her blood sugar lower. Liquor generally lowers blood sugar about 8-12 hours after you drink it.
Thank you so much for your help. I will try your suggestion of getting a friend or someone to try and talk to her. It is really hard to sit back and watch her do this. I know she will end up crashing and I only hope she will be ok! It is nice to hear from someone who has gone through it! Thank you so much!
I’m so sorry your going through this with your daughter. Teen years can be very tough already then you add diabetes and becomes even worse. I will pray, and be strong, I have heard of this type of situation from many diabetics and parents. I know as a mother it is very difficult to watch your child not taking care of their medical needs. As she gets a bit older and finds herself I believe she will come to realize the importance of taking care of her diabetes and managing it instead of letting it manage her. I hope this was somewhat helpful.
Thank you so much. It is nice to know there are people who understand. A lot of times I feel so alone with this. If I try and talk to other people, they just say well just make her or tell her to do it!! They don’t have a clue!! Thank you for listening!!